Friday, August 31, 2007

I wanna cry...

to someone who doesn’t push me to a corner,
to someone who doesn’t make me scream,
to someone who doesn’t take my reminder for granted,
to someone who doesn’t fail their duty every tomorrow,
to someone who doesn’t make my heart sink,
to someone whose friends thinking that I am always the bad, looking at the surface,
to someone who know what is really going on via all other arrows that’s shooting @ me,
to someone who won’t make me lose self,
just to my Lord…who know what are in my tears.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

15th July 2007, SUN, NIGHT

Ok I know my tomorrow is like very long but I have my reasons ok!!!! I went for lasik… so there are some delays. Let me write down the events before my lasik before I even go into that. HEHE. 2+pm we reach hotel. I have special perks ok. I have 3 rooms for use on my wedding day. One is of cause for MK & me, one over night standard room, one day use room. The room is super niceeeeeeeeee not just because it’s super huge. The room has a living room, guest toilet, chocolates (I know many of my helpers are eyeing them), fresh flowers, disc player and HUGE MIRROR which is what we really need. HIAO MAH.

All of us are rushing because my ROM is at 6.00pm. Baoling who is my MUA came at 3pm to make up my sisters and my mother (its not free ok!). She gave a good price anyway so it was reasonably good!!!! I mean the make up not the $$. =P As you can see we reach hotel about 2+pm… there isn’t much time for us to laze around. Lynn, Joey and Bernadine are fighting for toilet so one of them used mine 1st.

Anyway my ROM is at 6.00pm, according to my plan which the hotel planned for me, Operation Manager (OM), supposed to “appear” at my room at 5.00pm BUT HE DIDN’T!!! WE ALL THOUGHT that he might just be late. We waited till 5.30pm OK! He still DIDN”T SHOW UP! We called the Assistance Banquet Manager and so we manage to get the OM to call us at our room. Lynn say the OM ask her to go the ballroom at the 2nd floor to discuss. So she went. By this time I was feeling so handicap because I have no one to relate on when she is gone.

Nevermind that, 5.30pm, my family is here at my room. What the hell.. so early. Anyway I have to rush down to basement to look for my ROM room and I found it. There was NO PEN on the table, NO COCKTAIL serve. I was very angry… like MK is going to get all the shite but I didn’t flare it on him ok!!!! I am so proud of myself. Anyway 5.45pm… Still no cocktails serve. My Justice Peace (JP – the one who honour signature on your marriage cert) is already here. What the hell right… this is not the frustrating thing yet! I WAS SO ANGRY AND MY SHOES ARE HURTING ME!!!!!! Then I saw my angel Lynn, so I rush to her asking her where is that BLOODY OM? She told me 2nd floor and I ask for his mobile, Lynn say that he didn’t give. I stomp my way to the lift and went to second floor, stomp out of the lift and I saw a guy putting up my wedding album and fitting the reception table.

I raise my voice, ARE YOU NICOLAS?
Nic: Yes.
Me: Why are you here? Aren’t you supposed to be basement serving my guest with cocktails?
Nic: okok (He instructed a staff to do so)
Me: Nic, I want the cocktails to be serve NOW and I mean NOW! Not soon or another 5 mins.

I think he freak out, anyone would if I flare up. Its scary, my friends say so. +_+ So he went down. I was sitting down because my F*cking feet is hurting. Everyone try to calm me down. Then another angel appear, Leon, the Assistance Banquet Manager, I think he knows that I am very angry but before he could step in and apologise to me, I flare at both of them, Nic and Leon. Poor Leon. Really doesn’t deserve that shite from me. So I start flaring very sarcastic remarks to Nic that he doesn’t give out his contact number and if he was at my room at 5.00pm, everything will run smoothly. Blablabla then Leon apologise to me, and it was very sincere.

Then I have to settle wine issue? OH MY GOD… what the f**k is all these??? Good thing that Bernard is experience to help me out and many others!!!!!! Like Ricky help me with how many wines that are opened. I was trying to breathe … I feel so damn breathless!!!! I have to sit down and stay calm, Lynn and Dennis (both my emcee) is trying very hard to relax me. Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

I try to calm down again BUT my photographer not here yet. What is this?!?! I ask Lynn where is he, where is he, CALL HIM. At least when he reach he really rush in for me, not like Nic still wandering around 2nd floor, I feel like slapping him.

So ROM only lasted for like 15mins and we wonder around for the photographer and videographer to finish up the shots. We then headed to the crystal ballroom, I know its like my name but trust me, I didn’t purposely choose that. I have some problems with reception and some suggest that I need more and so I appointed a few but it somehow didn’t work I heard when I was doing like my hair in the room.

Joey went up with me at 7.45pm. I tell you I really felt my feet are gone, they are so sore and painful. Joey help me wear the shoes to expand it, so it won’t hurt so much while my MUA is busy getting my hair and touch up done.

8.15pm. DONE! So I walked down and getting ready for my 1st march in. This stupid MK asks me if I am nervous because he is. WTH. I wasn’t nervous and he keep telling me he is… blablabla.. I feel like slapping him. HAHA.

OK we walk in, I don’t know who arrange for the guest to throw pedals on us. The pedals WENT INTO MY NEHNEH (breast)!!!!! Argh!!!!!! We only have time for the 1st dish. We sat down after all the posing (for photos) on my stage with the SUPER FAKE CAKE. I feel so fake then we go to out seats and had our 1st dish then we go up to the room again. YOU KNOW I WAS DAMN HUNGRY OKKKKKKKK….. Joey came and follow us up. Ya ya we go uo earlier because I have another hairstyle for my second march in. Feels like those fashion show walks.

Second march in went well (by the way all my hair on my head are real!!!!!!!!!!!!) and so the YUM SENG start… everyone gather at the stupid cramp stage and shout yum seng. My videographer is behide us and his hair caught fire because of the candle lights display deco!!!!! HAHA that make me laugh like no tomorrow. The whole shouting is done by MK’s brothers, Desmond, Seyhan, Ricky, Clifton, Recaro. Ok then everyone return to their seat then we just have a few bites then we have to walk around tables, to yum seng or to take pictures. Ricky and Seyhan did the table arrangement for me. It was tiring trust me. Some table prepare some shite for us to drink. YUCKS. Bernard, Dennis, Ricky help us out…. Baaaaaaaaaaa if not will die one ok.

Anyway the dinner ended at I don’t know what time. HAHAHA. MK is alittle high from drinking, me too but in-law carry on drinking until I don’t know what time too!!!! Then we have food send to our food and we ate like barbarians!!!!!!!!!!! Ricky, Desmond, Seyhan and Dennis accompany us until 3+am then MK knock out (that bastard)!! I am all alone with not a clear stage of mind counting the angbaosssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehehehe!!!! Until 4+am… then I get to bed. BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA……….

Woke up feeling so dehydrated!!!!!!!!!!!! We manage to make it for the bank, returning the gowns and we go home and SLEEP AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! At night then we start packing abit for our honeybomb. Ok that I leave it till next entry. This entry is way too long.

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