Kjoy

I hope I am not the only one feeling this. I am beginning to wear tops with long sleeve or with sleeve. Its no longer like those sunny burning hot days. The breeze is so cold, it feels like winter in Australia. Sun is shining but the air is cold. Sometimes I even wear boots to work. Soon Singapore will have snow?

It’s pretty obvious that Kun loves me more then I do. I think if not for him, this relationship will not last until today. When I am all tired of trying, I just want to let it go, and down to even cancel the wedding, he is there trying his best ways just to keep me going and resolve things that are stressing me out.

I am a very impatient person, not as if I can’t wait or to give people enough chances to realize their fault. I am impatient in not getting things done in a systematic way. If you drag anything, I will flare (this simply apply to my girls as well when they can’t make up their mind). *NOTE* Taking a long time to decide is fine, but not cannot make up your mind. I really dislike indecisive people and Kun happens to be one of them. End up I am the decision maker, which sometimes make me look like the “bad person” in the relationship.

I will bitch about people but what I bitch is different from what people bitch. Bitching is not one of my past time nor interest. I won’t criticize what people do, but I remark why they do and I respect everyone's decision because that is what they choose. Unlike many who like to make up stories to bitch about others or to even anyhow criticize them. I think it is fine with any remarks people made but I hope before those people make silly remarks, take a good look at themselves before they criticize others or to know what is real before they even talk about that person.

We cannot judge someone by a few incidents. Even if you dislike someone (hence you bitch about him/her), open your hearts for gateway. I hope people will open their hearts to understand that everyone is different and unique in their own ways. If you cannot get along with that person, it simply explains that there is no common interest hence the lack of friendship bondage. If people want to keep the friendship, accept one another differences. This way, this world won’t have so much hate or dislike floating around. I just hope that it will be a wonderful place to live in with more love. ^_^

One of my lovely girls, Lynn, wanted to check out New Creation after a short conversation. I wonder why she wanted to though, maybe this is part of His plan. Lynn asks me what will the topic be? I told her, you won’t know, sometimes the Pastor won’t know either until the very morning. So excited about it, I think I just miss The Word too much but thank God for daily devotion from the new website. Now I can at least read and receive at the right time.

The tight and busy schedule didn’t spare me even after church service. Have to explore some “land” in Singapore for my outdoor shooting. Personally I like desert, but closest I can find is a construction site. Isn’t that the place with most sandy stuffs?

Hehe… I know I have to drop that idea so I think I am going for some with rocks. Like huge dusty rocks with some dry grass or greens, and with a sunset. I don’t mind a old rotting ship by the bay too.

Ok get to work get to work!! You little worm…

Wow its just 5+months away from my wedding. Time really flies. Been really busy during the holiday period.

I can’t wake up for service on Christmas Eve. I wake up at around 12+pm. I really had fun with my girls and their partners on our little private Christmas celebration. We had a group from M hotel, service is quite bad when I make my reservations but fortunately the room is surprisingly big and cozy with a nice sea view. Every one did our part by buying food and snacks. My job is to book the room and early check in and when they ask me to buy chips, I swing them off as I was too pissed off with the hotel’s service earlier on.

- Dine prepared mee hoon and wings (tasty), 1 Martell and mixers
- Joey fruits and chocolates, 1 red wine
- Lynn salad and Bernard self made sandwich (tasty)
- Myself, 3 wines and some extra snacks from home

Dine brought the Uno Jenga, its really fun. I have never try it in my life and its especially exciting to play when you had loads of drinks. Anyway it was a crazy night, I was sleeping in the toilet. When I wake up in the morning, I realize I have 6 bruises on my legs. +_+


Pot Luck just before New Year with the WoWers. I am glad that I met another brother in Christ playing WoW. Pot Luck ended up having too much food. Leon’s dog is very very cute and he even know how to play dead. Why my Ted so stupid? I really like Leon’s place, specially the living room’s concept. Clean cut yet modern. I am quite bias actually cause I am a fan of whites with orange and red plus lights with a mini cozy bar. Semi soundproof room for ktv session. My ideal place is similar to his.

During that week and today… I have been running back to the bridal shop several times, choosing gown and such. I have decided to just choose off the rack although my package is made to measure. Simply too lazy to think of the design and stuffs and I am quite happy with the gowns that I chosen there. Went to custom make my shoes too, and it cost me S170, according to my gfs, they say it’s quite reasonable. Oh well, anyway I can’t find a size 3 wedding shoe too. Zzzz….

Wedding draws near to date, more and more things are sitting sides getting ready to get settled. Still deciding on the honeymoon trip.

March driving test date, I told my teacher that I really don’t have confidence to pass. My driving sucks, especially turning right, always cut into another lane or too near to the right. My teacher has been pretty strict on me and always tab on my mistakes specially stop line, I always tend to forget to stop and just drive off without any cars on coming. And I also have problems cutting from right lane to left lane when its heavy traffic, the cars just won’t let me pass!!!!! I will just leave everything in His hands.