Thursday, March 15, 2007
Did You…
…hear my cries…sense my fear…
I am now being referred to a specialist and required to do an ultrasound and more tests. I know I am clean in Jesus blood but I just couldn’t help to pause and worry about every single thing that is going to be. I thought everything is over ever since days of medication, but symptoms show otherwise.
I don’t know how to hold myself together, I am trying…really very hard. It is just driving me crazy and awake until 4am before my mind really shut down.
I feel so lost…my driving test is tomorrow, my wedding preparation is due on 23rd and suddenly this came into my schedule… I just couldn’t focus, I couldn’t think straight…I mean how do I stay strong? Everything is killing me bit by bit…
I am now being referred to a specialist and required to do an ultrasound and more tests. I know I am clean in Jesus blood but I just couldn’t help to pause and worry about every single thing that is going to be. I thought everything is over ever since days of medication, but symptoms show otherwise.
I don’t know how to hold myself together, I am trying…really very hard. It is just driving me crazy and awake until 4am before my mind really shut down.
I feel so lost…my driving test is tomorrow, my wedding preparation is due on 23rd and suddenly this came into my schedule… I just couldn’t focus, I couldn’t think straight…I mean how do I stay strong? Everything is killing me bit by bit…
# posted by kjoy : 11:20 AM
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